Existential crisis

2021.10.26 16:04 69-ED Existential crisis

Hello everyone, so I'm going though a hard time right now, questioning my worth, why I'm here, why we are here, what's this all about ect, for about 2 weeks it's been nothing but anxiety about death and afterlife and what will happen, I think way too deep, I mean deep as in freak out, get cold sweats, unbelievable amount of doubt. I'm just looking for some sort of answers, others opinions, reassurance I guess you could call it, i wouldn't put myself down as a true spiritual person, don't get me wrong, deep deep down I have hope that death isn't the end, but there's so much to wrap my head around and so many questions without answers. So long story short, I'm looking for my meaning. How do I get into spirituality when I'm so skeptical? I hate to admit it, but I've been around science most of my life, we all know science and spirituality ain't exactly hand in hand with each other. What convinced you? What made you truly believe? I've never really put 100% faith in anything. I did have 1 experience with "spirituality" and that was a "ghost" I saw when I was a kid, a ghost that has a name that I knew about. Called the white lady. I think maybe it was in my head, maybe i was seeing things because few months prior to that my father passed away and I wasn't in my right mind. I was about 6-7 years old then. I would like some clarification. Even drop your stories that made you truly believe. The white lady experience is something that honestly put an indentation on different possibilities. When I first saw her, I was terrified, I was on the way to the phone box around the corner from my home to call my mum to see when she was coming back as she went to a friend's. Me and my sisters boyfriend went to the phonebox, it was around 10 at night, I obviously wasn't allowed to go on my own. But when we got there and I saw her, just stood there, I ran home, faster than I've ever ran before, but at the same time, I didn't feel like I was in danger, my sisters boyfriend didn't see it, even though he was in front of me and he said when he turned around I was gone. (Well obviously πŸ˜‚) I wasn't sticking around. I was 6-7 year old child that just possibly saw my first ghost/spirit. It's not something everyone has experienced and I most definitely wasn't expecting it. I'm surprised he didn't see nothing but my socks left behind when he turned around I was gone that quick.
Anyways sorry for the long post, any opinions, stories, personal experiences, I would honestly love to hear. Thank you for reading my little rant/personal experience.
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I had them in the fridge for around a year. I had too much going and just stopped cultivating, kind of forgot about them.
So, pulled them out about 6 weeks ago just to see what would happen. They most seem to be alive and slowly growing.
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Whenever I go into Doom, or Red dead Redemption 2 after about 5 seconds, all my peripherals shut off but the pc itself stays on. This hasn't happened to me with Destiny 2, CS:GO, Crysis Remastered, Fortnite or Riders Republic Demo. Any idea why this happens with these games?
Cpu temp is 64C when in Doom.
CPU: Ryzen 9 5950x
GPU: RTX 3080
Ram: Crucial 3600mhz 16GB
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I have updated to the latest bios, updated the motherboard chipset drivers. Had gameboost enabled in bios as well as Precision Boost Overdrive enabled. I have now turned these both off but still get the black screen and I can't even turn off my PC with the power button I have to shut it off with the power supply switch at the back.
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