2022.01.28 20:14 djuplift Question- Ego talking to me while consciousness not present.
So, I was facilitating for a friend, a few moments after a 25MG dose off of a direct emesh rig (100% vaporized), she sits up looks right at me with a very confused look, she keeps sitting there and then apparently checks her pulse. After a few more moments of her just looking at me with these I hate you eyes she say's "I want to stop, make it stop", I tell her she needs to lay back down and after a few more minutes of I hate you eyes she lays back down in the proper symmetrical surrender position. She eventually comes out of it after speaking to her 2-year-old self for several minutes and I tell her about her moving around and she said she was not present for any of it.
Anyone else ever seen something like that? It was like her ego was able to function without consciousness driving.
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2022.01.28 20:14 ToddJustWorks Praise Todd Howard
2022.01.28 20:14 Ill-Bird-8495 I feel like I'm on eggshells.....
Last year for my birthday my boyfriend planned for the two of us a trip (internal trip, in our country), the cost was supported mostly by his mother, we had an all inclusive package.
After we arrived at home from that trip he complained to me that he spend all of his money there for me and that I'm not grateful. I never asked for this trip to happen, and always was grateful to have such an opportunity, i thanked him and his mother for this multiple times.
This year he said again we should go on a trip for my birthday. I declined after what he said last year, and i suggested we should go when it's his birthday, he didn't say anything but i noticed he got mad. I said that i want a different thing which he didn't say anything about again (it was a thing costing around 100 bucks).
I felt so manipulated after what he said last year, that's why i declined. I'm a humble, polite amd greatful person, but this was mad weird. We always ask each other what do we want for our birthdays to know if it's gonna be a useful present.
I think he just want to use my birthday as an excuse to travel and have a "gift" for me. I'm in indoors person and introvert and that trip was overwhelming for me. As a gift he got me a lingerie set for my birthday while we were randomly at the mall for groceries, i felt like fr the bare minimum. I always got him presents within a month before his birthday and wrote beautiful letters on festive cards. He wrote one on a simple paper with 30 minutes before my birthday.
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2022.01.28 20:14 PresToon My first ever 3star Veigar. Never got to see it in action because opponent quit. Special place in TFT hell for players to do this. Find this man and Shame him
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2022.01.28 20:14 co-stan-za What dumb fear did you have as a child?
2022.01.28 20:14 Pacifistering So Devin tweeted about considering entering the NFT world...
and my eyes rolled out of my head. I don't want to yuck anybody's yum or put Devin in a corner, but I can't possibly see how it would add any value to what he does. Devin's a creative force, NFT's are just to try and capitalize on that.
But I've been wrong before. And I'm curious if anybody here has any idea on how DT's stuff/world could incorporate NFTs.
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2022.01.28 20:14 dayzeegirl1976 She claims she doesn't use filters. Ummmm.....those cheeks determine that's a lie😂
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2022.01.28 20:14 facelessdimension to oblivion our arms open (experimental poem)
real-life responsibilities are relegated to a faulty short-term memory while transcendent dreams supersede physical needs - the inner thought-process is a temple building process
these are the instructions on how to transcend the body:
2022.01.28 20:14 Lullult50 Do you mail the check in the same Envelope as the K-1 VISA Petition?
Was going to send out my K-1 visa petition form to bring my fiancé to the USA tomorrow over to USICS and was wondering if you also drop the check in the same mailing envelope? Or do I have to bring it elsewhere? Thanks in advance.
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2022.01.28 20:14 HoneyRaven Saving the question mark symbol in table
I didn't realized till right now but I got people testing some code out for me and when they add a link ,with a ? in it, to a field (frontend) and it tries to save in the database it gives an error. I understand that ? are used to gives values and overall just to represent something but is there any way to update a field and not have the ? symbol break the SQL syntax? If I do it directly on Mysql it doesn't break but I have to send this link over from the api.
I feel like the answer is in front of my but at this point I'm dead.
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2022.01.28 20:14 ToddJustWorks Praise Todd Howard
2022.01.28 20:14 p-a-jp Looking for a old tub drain replacement, best I can tell it is 1 3/4” diameter and 14 TPI - can’t find anywhere?
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2022.01.28 20:14 thinkingsincerely Bathroom Fan Install for $
I have a couple bathroom fans that need to be replaced and thought I would offer someone in the community the extra cash to do the job first, before paying elsewhere or attempting to do it myself lol.
Please DM me if interested in the details.
Thanks for your consideration.
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2022.01.28 20:14 LiberationNews San Diego small business fights to stay open while facing hate crimes
2022.01.28 20:14 Huskypup756 Japan
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2022.01.28 20:14 Busy-Bonus3010 Lmao let’s beat his ass again
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2022.01.28 20:14 levitan17 Help with sharing screenshots
Hi! Sorry if this is a noobie question or if is being posted at the wrong place!
I don't own a Xbox console, but I do have Game Pass on PC. I've recently noticed that you can take screenshots with the Game Bar hotkeys. But I can't seen to find a way to share those?
I've noticed that on mobile Xbox app there's a Galery... but mine is always empty... is there's a way to upload these to the Xbox community or in a way that my friends see?
Is it only possible from the console?
I've actually found a Game Bar widget with my screenshots but there's only the option to share on twitter?
Anyways, thanks for the help!
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2022.01.28 20:14 NoDiscount5403 does anyone else flip peoples words in social interactions?
Whenever I'm in a social context with people I tend to hear somebody say something and then I subconsciously alter what I perceived they said to something discrimitory I hate having this because it makes me feel hypervigilant and nervous around people all the time, as I feel like they are laughin/judging me all the time without me knowing.
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2022.01.28 20:14 Dangerous-Concert385 Can't see my kid, miss him.
This is my first post so bear with me. After years of on again off again bullshit I left my son's father in early fall of last year. This was after a decade of mental and physical abuse I finally found the balls to leave the situation for good. Unfortunately due to me being a drunk around 8yrs ago(7yrs sober) from trying to cope with abuse I had lost custody of him some time ago. I constantly would be lured back with promises of a happy life with my kid and after the restraining order expired I put myself through hell to stay in my kids life. The custody order does not expire unfortunately so now that I've pissed of his dad I can't see or talk to him anymore. The last straw was when I was simply trying to talk to my son while taking him to school and he asked me to not talk to him anymore. It was his father's words coming out of his mouth because apparently I'm a terrible person for putting a stop to getting beat up in front of my kid then gaslighted into thinking it was my imagination. I was the one destroying the family by leaving. I definitely didn't imagine getting punch in the stomach thrown down the stairs and choked out while crumpled at the bottom. All within view of my son. That's just one of a thousand memories that are seared in. When I brought up what my son said to his dad and suggested taking a break from driving him because he was uncomfortable, I was completely cut off from even basic information about how my child is doing. I have a lawyer already. I'm taking the hard but right way to get my son close to me again and it burns like a supernova has buried itself in my chest. However no matter the pain, there is no way in hell I'm ever going back to how it was. I had nurses laugh at me when I came in for another "tripped over the dog" or "fell down some stairs" because I refused to dime his dad out. I lived in a hole for almost 12 years being disconnected from my family and friends. It's this time now that gives me hope and anxiety. I'm waiting for school to start in April, I just got my license back, scheduling drs appointments and therapist appointments I was never able to do before. I have to have surgery on Monday to get a tooth pulled because I just haven't had the chance to take care of myself is such a long time. I miss my kid and sitting here healing, even though it's incredibly necessary, can become hard at times. But I know I can do this and my boy will be with me before I know it. Just had to say it out loud I've kept my mouth shut for what feels like forever. Side note I have an incredible partner now who cares for me and is helping me heal slowly but surely. I just had to love myself enough first. If you're in a similar situation get tf out as fast as you can. It doesn't get better, the promises are hallow and you deserve so much more.
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2022.01.28 20:14 ThelTurtlelMan What do yall think? (29g Planted)
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2022.01.28 20:14 hozitojoness Black Temple ILLIDAN KILL DAY 1.
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2022.01.28 20:14 le_dankest_memez How much we lose to cars
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2022.01.28 20:14 ToddJustWorks Praise Todd Howard
2022.01.28 20:14 Substantial-Ant-8804 Lots of goals
So I've switched to '22 from '19 and play defense in BaP mode. I just noticed that goals are waaaaay more common and it seems like goalies aren't as good as they were in '19. Part of this is that I need to adjust to the new game and get better but I was wondering if anyone is tweaking the game play sliders for goalies and if so, what do the change to make less 12 goal games
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2022.01.28 20:14 iPurpl3X Looking for inspiration on starting an off-grid lifestyle
In short: I have lived off-grid as a small child and my heart is leading me back to it, but I currently feel kind of imprisoned in my daily IT job and my comfortable life in Switzerland… I am looking for inspiration, advice and any information that could help me move on into an off-grid lifestyle.
In detail: A few words about me, my story:
I am a 28 year old man. I have lived off-grid with my parents until I started going to public school when I was 6. Since that turning point my lifestyle and the one of my family has changed a lot. Today I live in a big city in Switzerland working as a software engineer for a small IT company.
In my teenage years I kind of expressed a rebellion against alternative lifestyles and thinking: I wanted to live in a big city, hang out with friends on nights to drink alcohol and so on. I dreamt of becoming a world famous rapper and of having money beyond counting.
Through the years, this way of thinking and theses dreams faded out as they where not more than a facade and actually nothing that my heart truly wanted! I started changing friends and got into social circles where people listened to reggae, smoked pot… There I felt much more a true connection with who I actually am deep down. This quickly evolved into other similar social circles: I discovered Psytrance music, Mushrooms, LSD and other transcendental spirits. There I even fehlt more at home. I was going to festivals all summer, having the best times of my life. This all ended 1st of Jan. 2020 as I had a relatively difficult LSD experience in Goa, Inda.
Then COVID started and I got stuck in the routine of working. I had moved to Switzerland (coming from France) 2 years before covid started, but in that time I was so much traveling and going to festivals that I didn't at all build a local social circle of friends.
Why I want to change my lifestyle:
Even though my current lifestyle provides with more than enough financial resources, even though my job is in a company that I like a lot and I have basically nothing to complain about, even though I live in one of the most prestigious cities in the world, I feel like this is not the way I want to live, not the way I can be fulfilled, not the way I can feel free, not the way I can expand, create or simply live ! Honestly my daily life feels pretty dead and purposeless.
What I am looking for:
Today I am looking for a way out of this spider-net. I would like to get into a lifestyle where I can live close to nature, have my own garden, and most importantly, live with or close to a community of people that enjoy this kind of lifestyle as well.
So basically I am looking for inspiration. I am looking for stories of peoples journey, showing me how it might be possible to get from my current lifestyle to the one I described above. I am interested to know where (in which region of the world) people start their off-grid lives as I actually could virtually go anywhere. I would like to know if anyone knows a place, an existing community that would welcome me.
So please get in touch directly with me in a private message if you think you can help me ! I already thank you with all my heart 🙏 !
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